i dunnoe why i have this mixed feeling ever since the moment i saw him.. i dunno why.. it has been a period of time already n i thought i have gotten over me. but it doesnt realli seems the case. wat shall i do? i have been to metro for several times.. i gave excuses tt i wan to go there n see clothes. but end up i see myself peeping over to tt side n hoping tt i would get to see him.. how does he look like now? how is he getting along? though he didnt show the slightest concern toward me at all since tt particular day...suddenly i have this feeling.. its kinda wierd. i feel tt my heart still misses him. but the devil inside me remind me i should wake up from this dream.. its over man.. k? guess i jus nid more time ba.. i nid to move on wif time.. i dun wan to waste anymore of it anymore..
went to work today. but cos of bad gastric problem, i gotten an mc n went hm. its not cos i not eating.. in fact i been eating a lot recently.. the doctor say maybe its i cos to stress.. maybe ba.. lots of things in my mind i jus realise. work n stuff.. but anyway.. this is life.. who can lead a simple one? everyone sure have his/her own problems.. tmr going back work. but i kinda enjoy myself today. can have afternoon nap. lolz.. long time ever since i have done this.. haha
8:33 PM | Monday, October 09, 2006 | 0 Comment